Thoughts of the morning

You know I woke up this morning remembering when my wife went out on our first date. We had been talking online for months and had become very close. She was so innocent looking and cute I would not say I was stricken the moment I met her, but our conversation seemed to just work.

You may ask what this has to do with domination and submission well my first sexual thought came when she got up to go to the restroom. Her jean skirt was pressed ever so tightly to her ass I have never asked, but I am 100% sure she was wearing a thong. The thought that came to my head was that I would really love to bend her over my knee and spank her ass! It was not that I was upset with her in fact quite the opposite I was very attracted to her, but I still wanted to spank her ass to add some color to her cheeks.

So what has taken so long to come to the point where I am actually living out that first sexual dominant urge with my sub? I guess we were just not ready I was not ready to take the risk of her not understanding what I wanted could you imagine what would have happened if it had occurred on our first date? If I drove to someplace secluded put her over my knee hiked her skirt up to her waste and started alternating between rubbing and spanking her ass? After our session the other day I wonder if I would have received a negative reaction could be we would be way ahead of where we are now, but I regret nothing.

I knew that I loved her from our first meeting and after our first month I thought I loved her with everything that I had. I am not sure how, but I love her more now than I thought I had the capacity to love anyone. I know we own each other’s hearts and souls and now I am working on owning her body and mind too.