Well sometimes things happen in life and this was one of those times. We really did not get to do the planned lesson and a period got in the way. Not that it fully limits play, but there are emotional changes that are probably not good to play with at this early stage.
I guess that means a double session will be due soon. We purchased the book "Screw the roses, send me the Thorns" and I have to say I am enjoying this book a great deal it has a lot of insight and I think it is helping with my mind set. It is making me understand that the way I have felt all the time for a very long time is ok and well normal. I have always thought I had a deep and dark side, but it seems that I may well be a natural dominant.
My wife seems to be taking an interest in piercing and I becoming interested in it as well, but it will also take some time to for us to hit this point. I guess it still remains to see if we are compatible from a D&S style I suspect we will be.
So far I have refused to push, but I suspect that will change. I think I will slowly start to share some of the dirty thoughts in my head. My thoughts of using her for my pleasure and spanking her ass having her wear my mark and even more. I like the idea of Baby doll at my feet of her submitting of her fully becoming mine.
What are our limits I don’t think either of us have any clue, but I suspect we will find out, but I am enjoying the fact that she is interesting and willing to give herself to me.
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