Wow, long time no post! - Includes needle play...

We haven't been doing any playing lately. What sucks is that we have had some great opportunities in the last 3 weeks, and each time I am so sick. We have however been adding to our arsenal of play. By that I mean that we have developed a like for needles :D
We went over to a friends (Hi Trixie!!) and I had my first taste of it. I loved it. And The Mr. definitely enjoyed it. Now we just need to get some *training* under his belt and then we can have some fun with it at home.

 

The Mr. has started putting together a kit of supplies, it is almost complete.

Missing

I've been missing. I don't know if anyone has noticed.
I miss everyone.
I miss seeing people.
I miss getting dressed up.
I miss everything.

R and I are in a major funk.
We aren't even playing at home.
I don't know if I want to.

*sigh*

Biting

Biting has become a big thing for the two of us.  I am very much learning to love it. 

Last night in bed, R put his arms around me, his left around my neck from the bottom, and his right around my middle. Both hands holding my breasts. He started by pressing kisses to the back of my neck, then ever so slowly adding more and more teeth.

I LOVE how sensitive my back gets when he does this. I love how I feel. So comforted and secure and loved.


Residual from last night, it may make certain tops hard to wear. I guess it's a good thing that it's supposed to be a bit cooler this week, and I can wear my scarf!

What humiliation means to me...

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Hugs

R mentioned something the other day, and it got me thinking.

The community, the kink community, it is a very touchy feely group.  We are always hugging and touching. And I am not talking groping, or inappropriate touches.

R's comment was that he had to stop himself from hugging the vanillas. This from someone who, when we first met, didn't know how to hug.

I love the hugs, and I hope they keep coming.

*muah*

Nixie’s next semi permanent piercing

You know it is funny some days I wonder if in a prior life I worked with the devil. I get such a buzz out of control and making decisions in all aspects of my life, but I think I enjoy controlling Nixie the most. There is just this high that I cannot describe as I watch her change and the look on her face as she does things. She pleases me a great deal in so many little ways. She was brave and had her nipples pierced for me such pretty nipples.

We made a deal about her getting corset pierced, but she is not sure about it anymore so she has put the piercing decisions in my hands and Nixie is in the mood to get something pierced. So what should I pierce next I was thinking of a VHP I have always liked the idea of that and the pleasure that it can bring, but I suspect I want to talk to someone that has had it done and get some personal input on it. I have read a great deal about this process. If you know me you know I tend to do a lot of research before I move anything forward. I read a frightening amount on things then do back research and go to medical documentation for follow up in some cases. By the time I start talking to someone about it tend to have devoured so much information on it that I sound like I already know the subject well.

In the back of my head I kind of want to do the corset piercing with my own hands, but that will be a while before I start touching that and a lot of pre work before I am even close to that. I do know a few people that I will be leaning on, bothering and wanting to learn from at different stages in my development in piercing. I am so surprised that medical play has turned into such a deep interest of mine can anyone say Urethral sounds? Someone has already told Nixie that she is fucked and laughed.

In the mood to post and write

It has been a while since I have been in the mood to do much writing and to push certain things, but I am in the mood today. Last night was full of laughter and fun and I think that has set me up to ride my normal high on life attitude instead of my more destructive phase.

I shape my world again and all things within it because that is all we can do from day to day. I am so in a world bending and shaping mood so let’s roll the dice and let things ride.

Nixie has a few e-mails to go over that should start putting her into the proper headspace.

For those new to the blog you will tend to find that I absolutely suck at this blogging thing. I am intentionally vague as I tend not to share well with others, but I hope to start posting more here again.