Hmm me blogging

I understand technically how this thing all works, but I would never think to actually blog.

Hmm the what to say phase yes we are in a loving great relationship and we are taking a turn down a very new road for both of us. I have topped before without knowing what it was being called or even thought, but this is different.

This is very different a bit scary because I am doing this with someone I have committed my life to and who has committed her life to me. It is happening with someone who I love and yet I feel like I am bringing over to the dark side.

Protecting one from others is easy protecting someone from yourself though that is the challenge. Finding the razor's edge between having her understand that her loving husband who would never hurt her can and will take things to a point that she has never seen before......

Mutterings from my confused mind
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