Journal Summary: July 29 - August 18

July 29 - Did good at work. Not so good at home. Did some research on nipple piercing. Did my profile for Fet finally. I am thinking about our journey and what will be coming next

July 30 - We have figured out a punishment for me. Take my Internet away. Definitely a motivator. I am now 100lbs above what I weighed when I first met R. I am disgusted. The motivator worked, and we worked out. Now to keep it up.

July 31 - I must be bugging R in regards to my nipple piercings. I am scared and excited. I keep bugging him about calling with the questions, and figuring out our week off so we can make the appointment. I did good and worked out again. I did my arms.

August 1 - Today was busy. We went to the Farmer's Market in Milton. It was awesome. I can't wait to make food with what we bought. We went and hung out with the J's. Ate some yummy ribs and played some Wii. We are both out of practice. R called about the piercing. Found out what we need to know. The only concern is that R can't come in with me. So it looks like tomorrow I am going to have something to write about!

August 2 - We went to Shoppers to get the stuff we would need, as well as McD's and Costco (needed more pain relievers). Then we did it. See this post for the whole story. Poor R was up all night worried about me. I love him to pieces!

August 3 - The nipples are bugging me a bit more. But to be expected. I am taking some Advil to help with some of the aching. We went to SW's today. Not overly fond of her SO. Nothing really wrong with him, just not our cup of tea. They are my first flash by the way ;)

August 4 - Uneventful. We played hooky. I just wanted to give my nipples some more healing time. Did some dishes, I made some peach freezer jam. Boobs are doing good. I still can't believe I did it.

August 5 - They are healing well. R and I talked a bit today about our lack of play. It is amazing how much I already miss it. We need to figure out some things for while I am menstruating. I also want to look into meditation and see if I can use it to help with my anxiety.

August 6 - We are poor and sucking at the money management. We are going to see GI Joe tomorrow. We have decided not to go up north. We are going to do something like Taboo in the Fall.

August 7 - GI Joe was bad. I am excited about doing more events. I know I will get nervous but I am excited about seeing more. I want to do some more working out. I paused after getting the nipples done. I want to play, but scheduling has been a bit of an issue. Life seems to be good!

August 8 - I am getting good at flashing my boobs! Another friend has seen them. Oh where oh where has the modest me gone? lol I enjoyed the Farmer's Market in St. Jacob's. I am hoping to convince R to go again when we have our week off. I am going to try and stay up a bit later tomorrow night so that I can stay up a bit later for the Munch on Monday.

August 9 - I love the Wii Fit. It is so much fun, and it feels like a real workout. It is going to be so hot tomorrow. I am trying to figure out what to wear. I figure my legs will end up swelling so no skirt or capris. I had a nice orgasm this morning, now hopefully we can get some play in.

August 10 - I feel good today. We did more exercise. It was fun! We went to our second Munch. This one was much better as I didn't get sick from stressing out. We met some more people, had a lot of laughs and a few puzzling moments. My food wasn't as good this time but it just means I get to try more next time. I am looking forward to the BDSM 101 workshop. I know I am going to have anxiety. I really do need to find a way to fix it. I think recognizing it is definitely a start. Knowing what is causing it.

August 11 - R and I had a fairly good conversation today, discussing our wants and needs. I am not sure if I conveyed myself correctly. I don't know if he fully understands what I am wanting. What I am needing. we are going to work on our communication a bit more. We need to stop the misunderstandings that we keep having when we chat online. I am looking at the events going on in the area and I must admit that I am getting excited. However I am already starting to feel anxious. I really need to find a way to overcome it. I am really looking forward to the BDSM 101. I like the idea of a smaller crowd. I think that might be how I want to play. Small groups. When we have a house maybe we can have small play parties.

August 12 - We are contiuing our talks. I think things are going well. He is beginning to finally exhert some dominance over me. I sorta sucked him off last night. He said he enjoyed it, that I did a good job. He also had instructions for me for when I got home. It was good to have him do that and I didn't take very long to complete it.

August 13 - We meet Ray tomorrow. Not much else happened today.

August 14 - We met Ray. We went out for dinner. We had some good conversation. It was fun! We went to Wal-Mart after, to see if I could find shorts to wear under my dress. We ended up buying some pants to cut.

August 15 - We went to the Farmer's Market again in Milton. It was good again. It was nice and quiet in the morning. Then we went to a shoe sale. I am somewhat regretting my purchase, but they will work with pants. I am still owed an orgasm, but I am putting that off cause I want to go to bed.

August 16 - Wow. Today was pretty awesome. We met up with Vexx, Vamp and Xena. I think they may end up being good friends. We went to the Church St. Fetish Fair. It was awesome! I think I have some residual scarring from some of the things I saw. We bought two floggers. I think I might really enjoy them! I am glad that we have the week off. I am thinking we can get some play in. I have a beautiful mask and a glass dildo/butt plug. I am definitely going next year!

August 17 - We did some cleaning. I am excited and scared about going to the play parties. I am also highly anticipating my first flogger experience. I am glad we are waiting until the BDSM101.

August 18 - We went to the St. Lawrence Market. It would be better if we lived closer. I can't see going very often. We have basically decided to go to the Superhero/Villain party. I am excited! I am sure we will attend a few before hand since this one isn't until November. I wonder if we can hit up a Halloween one! I need to start figuring out my costume. I'd like to match with R, but that might not happen.