Forgot

I must admit, I forgot that this blog was here...

I am starting up another Vanilla blog, hoping to do some writing again. Having said that, things are beginning to progress in my Kink life as well.

R and I had an impromptu little scene the other day. It was utterly fantastic. I was very much in a horrible funk. I didn't want to eat, drink, read, do anything. I just wanted to curl up in bed and sleep. I wasn't allowing myself, because I knew that was bad.

So, as R and I were going to bed for the evening, R grabbed me and gave me the most amazing squeeze. So tight, so comforting.

I burst into tears. I just felt so very safe. I do believe that was the cause of my funk... I needed to release my emotions, and I couldn't figure out how.

After a few minutes, R bit my back. It felt so good. The initial pain, and then the relaxation as my body accepted it.

I now have some wonderful bruise/bite marks all over my body.

I loved it so much, and I can't wait to do it again. Perhaps it will be a public scene one day?


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Other happenings? Well, it's possible I may have my first public scene. I was given a rain check on a flogging, and we have called it forward. It does totally depend on what happens during the evening, but I am looking forward to it.

Also, R is going to start talking to a friend who has fun with needles. It looks like (possibly) that may happen in March. Depends on how the talks go.

Should be a very interesting time....


*grin*