What do you listen to?

I'm trying to put together a play list. Music that I (we) can listen to while playing.

What do you listen to?
Heavy?
Soft?
What?

Thanks!!!

Fisting

R keeps taunting me. He loves (and who am I kidding, I love it too) when he talks dirty to me. When he is smacking my ass, or trying to shove his hand up my cunt, it just makes me so hot. When I am not in the *zone*, it embarrasses me, and I secretly enjoy that too. It's funny what can still make me blush and stammer.

But back onto topic.

As he's talking to me, he starts talking about how he is looking at people's hands. He starts naming names. Do you think this person's hand would fit? It's so nice and small. Would you want their hand up your cunt? Fisting you?

All I can do is groan and moan at this point.

But yeah, I can imagine it. I love the idea. It's the downside of being with someone with ginormous hands. I'm know there is SOMEONE out there who could take his hand, but it is not me. Hell, when we got together, I had problems taking R's cock. Not that he is overly huge, but I am just small. That has definitely changed over time, and heck, one day I might just be able to take his hand.....

but for now.....

We are looking at people with small hands :D

Forgot

I must admit, I forgot that this blog was here...

I am starting up another Vanilla blog, hoping to do some writing again. Having said that, things are beginning to progress in my Kink life as well.

R and I had an impromptu little scene the other day. It was utterly fantastic. I was very much in a horrible funk. I didn't want to eat, drink, read, do anything. I just wanted to curl up in bed and sleep. I wasn't allowing myself, because I knew that was bad.

So, as R and I were going to bed for the evening, R grabbed me and gave me the most amazing squeeze. So tight, so comforting.

I burst into tears. I just felt so very safe. I do believe that was the cause of my funk... I needed to release my emotions, and I couldn't figure out how.

After a few minutes, R bit my back. It felt so good. The initial pain, and then the relaxation as my body accepted it.

I now have some wonderful bruise/bite marks all over my body.

I loved it so much, and I can't wait to do it again. Perhaps it will be a public scene one day?


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Other happenings? Well, it's possible I may have my first public scene. I was given a rain check on a flogging, and we have called it forward. It does totally depend on what happens during the evening, but I am looking forward to it.

Also, R is going to start talking to a friend who has fun with needles. It looks like (possibly) that may happen in March. Depends on how the talks go.

Should be a very interesting time....


*grin*