July 29 - Did good at work. Not so good at home. Did some research on nipple piercing. Did my profile for Fet finally. I am thinking about our journey and what will be coming next
July 30 - We have figured out a punishment for me. Take my Internet away. Definitely a motivator. I am now 100lbs above what I weighed when I first met R. I am disgusted. The motivator worked, and we worked out. Now to keep it up.
July 31 - I must be bugging R in regards to my nipple piercings. I am scared and excited. I keep bugging him about calling with the questions, and figuring out our week off so we can make the appointment. I did good and worked out again. I did my arms.
August 1 - Today was busy. We went to the Farmer's Market in Milton. It was awesome. I can't wait to make food with what we bought. We went and hung out with the J's. Ate some yummy ribs and played some Wii. We are both out of practice. R called about the piercing. Found out what we need to know. The only concern is that R can't come in with me. So it looks like tomorrow I am going to have something to write about!
August 2 - We went to Shoppers to get the stuff we would need, as well as McD's and Costco (needed more pain relievers). Then we did it. See this post for the whole story. Poor R was up all night worried about me. I love him to pieces!
August 3 - The nipples are bugging me a bit more. But to be expected. I am taking some Advil to help with some of the aching. We went to SW's today. Not overly fond of her SO. Nothing really wrong with him, just not our cup of tea. They are my first flash by the way ;)
August 4 - Uneventful. We played hooky. I just wanted to give my nipples some more healing time. Did some dishes, I made some peach freezer jam. Boobs are doing good. I still can't believe I did it.
August 5 - They are healing well. R and I talked a bit today about our lack of play. It is amazing how much I already miss it. We need to figure out some things for while I am menstruating. I also want to look into meditation and see if I can use it to help with my anxiety.
August 6 - We are poor and sucking at the money management. We are going to see GI Joe tomorrow. We have decided not to go up north. We are going to do something like Taboo in the Fall.
August 7 - GI Joe was bad. I am excited about doing more events. I know I will get nervous but I am excited about seeing more. I want to do some more working out. I paused after getting the nipples done. I want to play, but scheduling has been a bit of an issue. Life seems to be good!
August 8 - I am getting good at flashing my boobs! Another friend has seen them. Oh where oh where has the modest me gone? lol I enjoyed the Farmer's Market in St. Jacob's. I am hoping to convince R to go again when we have our week off. I am going to try and stay up a bit later tomorrow night so that I can stay up a bit later for the Munch on Monday.
August 9 - I love the Wii Fit. It is so much fun, and it feels like a real workout. It is going to be so hot tomorrow. I am trying to figure out what to wear. I figure my legs will end up swelling so no skirt or capris. I had a nice orgasm this morning, now hopefully we can get some play in.
August 10 - I feel good today. We did more exercise. It was fun! We went to our second Munch. This one was much better as I didn't get sick from stressing out. We met some more people, had a lot of laughs and a few puzzling moments. My food wasn't as good this time but it just means I get to try more next time. I am looking forward to the BDSM 101 workshop. I know I am going to have anxiety. I really do need to find a way to fix it. I think recognizing it is definitely a start. Knowing what is causing it.
August 11 - R and I had a fairly good conversation today, discussing our wants and needs. I am not sure if I conveyed myself correctly. I don't know if he fully understands what I am wanting. What I am needing. we are going to work on our communication a bit more. We need to stop the misunderstandings that we keep having when we chat online. I am looking at the events going on in the area and I must admit that I am getting excited. However I am already starting to feel anxious. I really need to find a way to overcome it. I am really looking forward to the BDSM 101. I like the idea of a smaller crowd. I think that might be how I want to play. Small groups. When we have a house maybe we can have small play parties.
August 12 - We are contiuing our talks. I think things are going well. He is beginning to finally exhert some dominance over me. I sorta sucked him off last night. He said he enjoyed it, that I did a good job. He also had instructions for me for when I got home. It was good to have him do that and I didn't take very long to complete it.
August 13 - We meet Ray tomorrow. Not much else happened today.
August 14 - We met Ray. We went out for dinner. We had some good conversation. It was fun! We went to Wal-Mart after, to see if I could find shorts to wear under my dress. We ended up buying some pants to cut.
August 15 - We went to the Farmer's Market again in Milton. It was good again. It was nice and quiet in the morning. Then we went to a shoe sale. I am somewhat regretting my purchase, but they will work with pants. I am still owed an orgasm, but I am putting that off cause I want to go to bed.
August 16 - Wow. Today was pretty awesome. We met up with Vexx, Vamp and Xena. I think they may end up being good friends. We went to the Church St. Fetish Fair. It was awesome! I think I have some residual scarring from some of the things I saw. We bought two floggers. I think I might really enjoy them! I am glad that we have the week off. I am thinking we can get some play in. I have a beautiful mask and a glass dildo/butt plug. I am definitely going next year!
August 17 - We did some cleaning. I am excited and scared about going to the play parties. I am also highly anticipating my first flogger experience. I am glad we are waiting until the BDSM101.
August 18 - We went to the St. Lawrence Market. It would be better if we lived closer. I can't see going very often. We have basically decided to go to the Superhero/Villain party. I am excited! I am sure we will attend a few before hand since this one isn't until November. I wonder if we can hit up a Halloween one! I need to start figuring out my costume. I'd like to match with R, but that might not happen.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
My story
So....we have been talking about it for a while. I figured it would be done on our week off in August (17-21). Friday we started joking about it a bit more, and R said he would call the place on Saturday to ask the questions he needed to ask. He called, got his answers (one of them being, if he could be in the room with me - no, apparently against federal regulations). So he joked about taking me then, but we were going to a friends place in a few hours. We started getting ready to go out, and I looked at him, and I said "You're going to take me tomorrow aren't you?" and he looked at me, and finally answered "Yes".
Going out was a good thing, as it kept my mind off of it. I slept fairly well. Realistically, I knew that I would be fine, but I was a little nervous. Apparently Rich didn't sleep at all! He was worried for me.
We had to run a couple of errands in the morning, had some showers, and I procrastinated a bit. *grin*
Finally, around 2:00, we started our drive. I kept getting more and more anxious as we drove. We found some parking nearby, and walked over.
We walked in, and only had a few moments to wait, and then it was our turn. I told the dude what I wanted done, he gave me a form, and I filled it out.
I brought him the form, and then we talked about the process, and he asked if I wanted any aftercare products (I did - a special soap that smells really good and a sea salt spray). He asked what I wanted it pierced with - barbell, horseshoe barbell, or ring. I chose a ring, just because I felt it would be the easiest. I could clean it easier, and I felt that the likely hood of it catching was less. There weren't any ends!
So, after I paid, he called out to my piercer, Nicole, that she was up. She had me follow her upstairs. We went into a small room, and she started her prep work. She sanitized her hands, put her gloves on and then she sanitized all her surfaces. She had me come over to her. I was wearing a dress, that was empire waist, made out of t-shirt material, and was like a tank top type thing. It was very easy for me to just pull the straps down, and leave the *skirt* in place. She sanitized my nipples and then marked the spots. She had me look in the mirror to see what I thought. I said it was fine, it's kinda hard to tell if they were in the right spot or not. *lol*
I then laid down on her table. The back was raised, so that I wasn't completely flat. She put a clamp on my left nipple, asking me to tell her if it was too tight, as this would not be the most painful part! lol
She told me to take a deep breath, and she pushed the needle through, then she said I would feel a bit of pulling, as she put the ring in place. I thought to myself "Hey, that wasn't too bad!". She then brought out her tools to tighten the ring and place the ball.
She then walked over to the other side and place the clamp on my right nipple. Same thing, but DAMN, this side fucking hurt! I gasped pretty loud. I think it is partially just that you know what to expect, and your endorphins are kinda at it's peak! lol
As she tightened up the ring, I said to her "Wow, I can't believe I did that!". She said "You did good. There was no screaming or swearing." I am pretty proud of myself!
She had me go look in the mirror. I couldn't stop grinning, they looked great! I guzzled some water as I was dying from thirst, probably my nerves.
I walked back downstairs, and found R. He asked how I was doing, and I said great!
Apparently he was pacing the lobby, flipping through the tattoo's. Worried about me.
All in total, from the time I walked upstairs until we got back to the car, was about 25 minutes.
I didn't have a bra on, so I was bouncing a bit in the car. It wasn't too bad, but I definitely knew that there was something different.
For the rest of Sunday, and all of Monday, I took Advil regularly! It's not that it overly hurt, but there was an ache that was uncomfortable. I haven't had to take anything today. I get twinges every once in a while, but really, not as bad as I thought.
I know it depends on your pain tolerance, but I am pretty happy with how it went for me!
Going out was a good thing, as it kept my mind off of it. I slept fairly well. Realistically, I knew that I would be fine, but I was a little nervous. Apparently Rich didn't sleep at all! He was worried for me.
We had to run a couple of errands in the morning, had some showers, and I procrastinated a bit. *grin*
Finally, around 2:00, we started our drive. I kept getting more and more anxious as we drove. We found some parking nearby, and walked over.
We walked in, and only had a few moments to wait, and then it was our turn. I told the dude what I wanted done, he gave me a form, and I filled it out.
I brought him the form, and then we talked about the process, and he asked if I wanted any aftercare products (I did - a special soap that smells really good and a sea salt spray). He asked what I wanted it pierced with - barbell, horseshoe barbell, or ring. I chose a ring, just because I felt it would be the easiest. I could clean it easier, and I felt that the likely hood of it catching was less. There weren't any ends!
So, after I paid, he called out to my piercer, Nicole, that she was up. She had me follow her upstairs. We went into a small room, and she started her prep work. She sanitized her hands, put her gloves on and then she sanitized all her surfaces. She had me come over to her. I was wearing a dress, that was empire waist, made out of t-shirt material, and was like a tank top type thing. It was very easy for me to just pull the straps down, and leave the *skirt* in place. She sanitized my nipples and then marked the spots. She had me look in the mirror to see what I thought. I said it was fine, it's kinda hard to tell if they were in the right spot or not. *lol*
I then laid down on her table. The back was raised, so that I wasn't completely flat. She put a clamp on my left nipple, asking me to tell her if it was too tight, as this would not be the most painful part! lol
She told me to take a deep breath, and she pushed the needle through, then she said I would feel a bit of pulling, as she put the ring in place. I thought to myself "Hey, that wasn't too bad!". She then brought out her tools to tighten the ring and place the ball.
She then walked over to the other side and place the clamp on my right nipple. Same thing, but DAMN, this side fucking hurt! I gasped pretty loud. I think it is partially just that you know what to expect, and your endorphins are kinda at it's peak! lol
As she tightened up the ring, I said to her "Wow, I can't believe I did that!". She said "You did good. There was no screaming or swearing." I am pretty proud of myself!
She had me go look in the mirror. I couldn't stop grinning, they looked great! I guzzled some water as I was dying from thirst, probably my nerves.
I walked back downstairs, and found R. He asked how I was doing, and I said great!
Apparently he was pacing the lobby, flipping through the tattoo's. Worried about me.
All in total, from the time I walked upstairs until we got back to the car, was about 25 minutes.
I didn't have a bra on, so I was bouncing a bit in the car. It wasn't too bad, but I definitely knew that there was something different.
For the rest of Sunday, and all of Monday, I took Advil regularly! It's not that it overly hurt, but there was an ache that was uncomfortable. I haven't had to take anything today. I get twinges every once in a while, but really, not as bad as I thought.
I know it depends on your pain tolerance, but I am pretty happy with how it went for me!
Monday, August 3, 2009
The big event
So strange how the dynamic of relationships work Saturday night I had huge issues sleeping. I must have woken up six times in one night. I know for at least one period I was up at least for an hour I was worried. I was not worried about myself but about the process that Nixie was going to have done. It was my idea and I was worried sick. Funny thing is I had the process done to me before so it was not uncharted territory, but this was different.
If I am the one controlling the pain I probably would not have had as much of a problem with it. I was spun and jittery by the time we woke up in the morning. This was the big day and I would not even be allowed in the same room to watch over her. After trying to play at normal for the morning and doing some of the basics the nerve was worked up enough to go out and get it done.
We took a nice drive downtown and hit the site that we decided would do as was asked. Her first piercings and these were the ones that I wanted her to get done. First set with more to come as we have planned out the piercing that she wants and what I have suggested for her. On Sunday August the 2nd Nixie had her nipples pierced and my high was only followed by some serious drop.
I was exhausted due to my lack of sleep so when we made it home ate and fell asleep for the night. They look great in fact they seem to enhance and be something that she should have had from before.
If I am the one controlling the pain I probably would not have had as much of a problem with it. I was spun and jittery by the time we woke up in the morning. This was the big day and I would not even be allowed in the same room to watch over her. After trying to play at normal for the morning and doing some of the basics the nerve was worked up enough to go out and get it done.
We took a nice drive downtown and hit the site that we decided would do as was asked. Her first piercings and these were the ones that I wanted her to get done. First set with more to come as we have planned out the piercing that she wants and what I have suggested for her. On Sunday August the 2nd Nixie had her nipples pierced and my high was only followed by some serious drop.
I was exhausted due to my lack of sleep so when we made it home ate and fell asleep for the night. They look great in fact they seem to enhance and be something that she should have had from before.
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Nipples!
I now have pretty (although sore) nipples.
I wrote a fairly lengthy comment about it in my journal, so I won't repeat it here. You will just need to wait until I post the next set of journal entries.
I will get R to take a picture so I can show you! :D So cool!!
And sore
Oh, I already mentioned that! lol
I wrote a fairly lengthy comment about it in my journal, so I won't repeat it here. You will just need to wait until I post the next set of journal entries.
I will get R to take a picture so I can show you! :D So cool!!
And sore
Oh, I already mentioned that! lol
Journal Summary: July 22 - 28
July 22 - Short entry. Talked to A about taking over my role at work. I need to talk to my boss about it. My brother's dog passed away. I am going to miss my beanie.
July 23 - I talked to my boss. Not going to happen. So I need to get my act together and figure out what the heck I am doing. I also apparently am prefering/needing intercourse before I have an orgasm. Just so much better. We had my nephews for the evening. They are so good! We had pizza and then went and saw The Hangover. Funny movie!
July 24 - LONG LONG DAY. We went to Wonderland. Ginger pills seem to work, which was great. Although, R and I both ended up not feeling well, we think it was something we ate.
July 25 - Uneventful day. R played D&D. I was given a list of tasks to do. I got most of them done, but I also added a bunch. I am a bit upset. Apparently R and I have a difference in opinion when it comes to "not late".
July 26 and July 27 - Cheating today. I did a crap load of cleaning. I felt good. Thinking about work, and the best way for training.
July 28 - R and I signed up for a TNG BDSM 101 workshop! I am a bit nervous, but I am really looking forward to it! I keep bugging R about my nipple piercings. I am badgering him. I need to leave it up to him, but the analness in me must know everything!
July 23 - I talked to my boss. Not going to happen. So I need to get my act together and figure out what the heck I am doing. I also apparently am prefering/needing intercourse before I have an orgasm. Just so much better. We had my nephews for the evening. They are so good! We had pizza and then went and saw The Hangover. Funny movie!
July 24 - LONG LONG DAY. We went to Wonderland. Ginger pills seem to work, which was great. Although, R and I both ended up not feeling well, we think it was something we ate.
July 25 - Uneventful day. R played D&D. I was given a list of tasks to do. I got most of them done, but I also added a bunch. I am a bit upset. Apparently R and I have a difference in opinion when it comes to "not late".
July 26 and July 27 - Cheating today. I did a crap load of cleaning. I felt good. Thinking about work, and the best way for training.
July 28 - R and I signed up for a TNG BDSM 101 workshop! I am a bit nervous, but I am really looking forward to it! I keep bugging R about my nipple piercings. I am badgering him. I need to leave it up to him, but the analness in me must know everything!
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